Here we go again!

My darling husband has done it again..
Forgiven her I mean! I don´t blame him I guess after all she is his mother, but it worries me.

I lost my temper badly with her over Christmas and said alot of truths she needed to hear. She´d been ranting and screaming at his little 13 year old brother for over 4 hours, when I exploded in her face. I don´t regret what I said, I just wish it wouldn´t have had to happen at all. So now I´m the bad one. You see she has a patent on being angry, doing irrational things, nobody else is alowed.
But the things she said to her son.... I could never! No one should have to hear and be called things like that from their own mother, no matter what you´d done..

So I lost it! I called her an evil bitch and screamed at her, asking if she never could shut up and listen to someone else. After that I said to P that I was leaving and that I did, last words from her was that I didn´t know how lucky I was. P left soon after saying that this time he had enough.

If I had a penny for everytime I´ve heard these words.

She called a week later, tried to talk badly of me, that didn´t work. So she called again 2 days ago appologizing to him. And tomorrow he is going there for Sunday dinner! Oh, happy days!

I wonder if the angel or the devil in her will be hosting that dinner? You see, you never know with her as her mood changes very fast.

So now I sit here in another country, feeling anxious, not being able to do a thing to prevent eventual disaster.

Come what may!